So Blissful 6/10/19

I had just had a healing session with a mentor of mine from TFAS, regarding a block from "feeling safe to love." I didn't realize at the time that I really didn't feel safe to love, to be vulnerable and open to receive. I started releasing this fear last night and today I felt so blissful. Happier than I've felt in a really long time. And I followed my heart today with what I wanted to do, without feeling guilty on how it may affect others. Or feeling obligated to do other things. I have flexible work hours but more often than not I'd feel guilty for free time that I had. Or preoccupied that I'd get a work call and I'm not actually doing my 9-5 job. But none of that bothered me today, at all. I was carefree.

I recently purchased my first tarot set and was reading the how to book. It's so interesting! It is the perfect deck for me and I feel God guided me to it. I never realized all the rituals that go into getting a deck accustomed to your energy and protecting your energy before you even do a reading. This does link back to my healing session as well. I was aided in cutting energetic ties with those who are not serving me. I purchased lunch without feeling I am in a state of "lack" and just enjoyed the food. I am abundant and am open to receiving God's love.

I also went to yin yoga. I was running a little late and was fearful I'd be disruptive. But the instructor who I've never met before was very welcoming. We did a series of poses. It was nice to be back to yoga after a week of being sick and unable to participate. At one point, Landslide by Fleetwood Mac was playing in the background. It brought me back to my divorce and I realized I am still releasing energetic ties even though it was finalized in 2016. Tears started flowing naturally. It was a perfect moment. The poses we did naturally hid my face. I could release my emotions, while feeling safe to do so. Also, the lights kept flickering during class. The yoga instructor was very aware of it and exclaimed, "I can't make this stuff up!" If you're present God really is everywhere giving you what you need each moment. All that is necessary is awareness and surrender <3.