Twin Flame Double-Take 6/23

I went to the beach with a friend today. I desperately needed to get out of my head as did she. It was perfect beach weather; sunny and hot. The waves were crashing on the shore. After a while her and I became restless. She suggested a walk and I obliged. We strolled for a long time, from one light house to the other. She collected seashells down by the shoreline. I started talking about TFAS and how important it is to surrender to God on this journey and to give up all control. I continue to struggle with this. Far down the shoreline there was a fisherman. However, I did a double take because it looked exactly like my twin flame. I turned around continued to stare longer. It was such a striking resemblance but I couldn't be sure for two reasons: he was wearing sunglasses and I didn't feel anything except disbelief. My mind rattled on: There's no way that could be him. He doesn't even go to this beach... And I've seen look a likes before, this is nothing new for me. My friend and I walked back to our spot on the sand. I sat there wondering if I should go back and try to talk to this person, or if I should just forget about it. Over an hour later, I did attempt to walk back and find him. But he was gone.

After I fully processed the experience I realized I need to have more faith in God. Faith that God really can bring us together through divine timing. I also need to surrender to this truth: it may or may not have been him, but the possibility does exist. And I believe the reason why I was feeling numb was due to getting over a virus. Ever time I am sick I don't feel anything for my twin. This even happened while we worked together. I also remembered I did have a vision weeks ago while meditating and being with my twin on the beach. I just assumed that this would be later in time, or at an exotic location. Not right near home. But time is an illusion anyway and the more we surrender our expectations the more love we actually let in.

I read somewhere that the reason why your twin can't admit their feelings for you is that you aren't open to receiving love. I have been making a new core choice to be open to receiving this love. I've also come to acknowledge a negative belief I held: falling in love somehow takes away my good. I now affirm that falling in love multiplies my good. Light and Love <3