Twin Flame Journey Update

Hey all. I hope everyone is doing well, and doing their best to cleanse their energy field. Sometimes we can absorb others' energies especially if we consider ourselves an empath or clairsentient. There are a few different ways to do this: meditating, grounding by walking in nature, or by listening to audio energy clearings, to name a few. There's a major shift happening right now due to the presence of Covid-19.

Honestly, I never thought all the government mandates would last this long but... here we are. Granted, every state and also every country; is different. But I live in NY, USA. So... we never really opened up? We've been wearing masks since last March or April. I can't remember at this point. And it's a state mandate. If you are inside; you wear a mask. Some places; even if you are outdoors and moving... you wear a mask. I consider myself lucky in some ways. I did not lose my job. Do I favor my job in general? No. However, I don't need to apply for unemployment, and I don't need to search for employment in an economy where business's are going under and employment is hard to come by. Also, due to the nature of my work I am able to work from home frequently. I also only need to see my social work clients for an hour each or less. It's usually less. This means a lot less mask time. I haven't contracted Covid-19 as of now; and although both my parents fell ill due to Covid-19 neither one of them had the condition seriously enough to be hospitalized. My grandfather did have Covid-19 and pass away from it, but he had underlying health conditions and was almost 90 years old. My advice during this time of uncertainty would be to put your faith in Spirit/God/Universe and trust there is a greater reason behind the pandemic. Feel all your emotions and grieve what you need to grieve, but do not give into the fear mindset.

It's been almost four months since I've left my previous twin flame group. I feel more balanced, so I know it was the right decision for me. You have to trust your own intuition as to what your path is supposed to be. Your twin flame journey is a soul ascension path; so regardless of who your twin flame is you go through soul lessons. These lessons get repeated until you learn from them. I've been releasing a lot of sadness related to abandonment lately. During the course of my life, I've either had mother figures pass away or have a lot of other people drift away from me whom I was once close too. I'm guilty of this as well. It may be part of a deeper commitment issue. I've also been working on the issue of "hiding," ie being afraid to be my authentic self and be seen. I've come to realize the reason behind this fear. In the past, I've been bullied for being my authentic self. This has happened in work and relationship situations. It also happened in my current work situation... so I had to go to HR. I am happy I did that because although the atmosphere was originally tense; it's a more pleasant work environment at the moment. And due to this fear, I am generally very guarded. So this is something I am working on.

Right now I am unsure of who my twin flame is. Which is something I've said in the past as well. I started going on dates with someone who I thought could be my twin flame, because I do see synchronicities and many times it's almost as if he's reading my mind. But when I left my other twin flame group, I felt my twin flame was someone else. Someone else who was a part of that group. So, since I am currently blocked by this person as far as I am aware of... I am writing about it in here. I never explicitly told this person I thought they were my twin flame. I was too afraid of rejection... or the consequences of what that confession could bring since they are with someone else. By the time I was ready to tell that person how I felt; I was blocked. In order to protect the privacy of the other person and my own privacy; I am only going to write one synchronicity which could indicate who they are. I have a list of the synchronicities written privately. And that person is more than welcome to contact me directly if they would like to about this. I'd also like to say I only wish the best for this person, and that maybe one day we'll be friends. And here's the synchronicity: My ex husband had wanted to be a priest, and you told you were a priest in many of your past lives. There you have it. Love and Light. Namaste.